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Given gifts, Gifts givenGiven Gifts, Gifts Given   
If you wish of me,  If so your heart desires  Ill Gift my hands,  
To your caresses.  Present my heart  To aid your care  Lay out my Body,  For the sharing of pleasures  Share my words for your passion,  Lip pursed postulations  Tear soaked jubilations  Further drenched commiserations.  I am all of my Love.  So take a little,    Break some off in moderation.  Share it out.  With other loves  or those who sync their beating blood with yours.  Augment the glow  Of my heart, the heat  Of my body, the Given gifts, Gifts given
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sooner still, im wakefulSooner still, I'm wakeful   
Silence in sleep and listless dreaming Lie,  Beyond the soundless screaming of the deep.   Rage upon the night, in which we writhe and  Feast upon the starlight paper-thin.   
I'm little in the pitch thick black of sleep,  To stop the thoughts, to hold them back means less.  I curl with pressure, underneath the sheets,  And keep the fierce pulsation in my breast.   
My mausoleum creaks, despite its age  This oblong tomb is empty as the cross  The masters, sires of sleep mourn at the loss  My soul lies in remembrance of the day.  & sooner still, im wakeful
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A harmless paper manA harmless paper man   
In my defence, I'm rather sharp  Quick-witted, in the finer arts, of finery  
 Some better things.  A charmer till the end.   
If needs must want I'll leave a lie.  Beside you, take it, as you will  I have insistence, burned in me  A brand, which marks me, better still   
Reminds me, of the way of things  So with each curl, or crease, or filigree  Adorned in colours catching to the eye  A man I am of state no less to see  A harmless paper man ill always be. A harmless paper man
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SoftSoft   
Not broken, soft;  Malleable in the weft of living..   An Apathetic,  
Or;  Less forgiving  A mass within me heaves a sigh and  
Turns in coma, sleep increasing.  A thirst beyond thirst  Desiccating, force of will  Shrivelling sense of peace  Leaving roiling  Itching  Comfortless  Skin  That barely holds the beast within. Soft
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there will be death... but first.... chocolate

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 1:53 PM
I have reached my limit.

I have so little to love, at the moment.
and fuck all to write about.
My job is to fold clothes, instead of making them.
Im playing a musical instead of playing gigs.
Im designing budget puppets instead of installations
and I have no money, no time, no stimulus, and little energy left.

if it wasn't for my beautiful friends, for those awesome people who keep me laughing and astound me with their awesomeness/ randomness I'd have nothing to love.

If I could wish for anything it would be for this frustrating mess of the last 3 months to dissipate. so i could get on with my film. have the energy to indulge my muse. and to actually get on with my life.

but im looking at more hours, Christmas in a retail fashion store. stage show i have no idea how im going to pull off ( an eternally shifting 35 songs... and no where near enough practice)
and the worrying prospect of complete exhaustion completely scupper so many of my already precariously positioned plans for making something of my self,

and to top it all... I'm becoming unwell again. badtimes.

but I have been published in an anthology. goodtimes :D

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  • Mood: Pain
  • Reading: sartre's nausea
  • Playing: fallout 3
  • Eating: not if i can help it...:S
  • Drinking: 2 day old aussie cabernet

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  • Current Residence: earth
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: me sized
  • Print preference: big... bigger the better
  • Interests: art, deviousnessness, music, noodles, vegamatarianism
  • Favourite movie: anything from the grindhouse set or by quentin tarrentino + stranger than fiction, juno n others
  • Favourite band or musician: fall of troy, converge, MCR, roots manuva, bob marley, marilyn manson, prodigy......
  • Favourite genre of music: punkfunk'n'bthrashcorelectronica
  • Favourite artist: fabrice llalovay
  • Favourite poet or writer: stephen king, or mary shelley, or...
  • Operating System: vista.... im sorry i turned
  • MP3 player of choice: The creative zen series with skullcandy crusher headphones
  • Shell of choice: conch :3
  • Wallpaper of choice: i prefer paint... actually
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: probably house of the dead 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: WIIII mofo
  • Favourite cartoon character: anime not cartoon sooo.... snoopy is pretty badass
  • Personal Quote: jean-paul satre: Suffering is justified when it becomes the raw material of beauty...duh!
  • Tools of the Trade: a 4 year old graphics tablet, paintshop pro 7 ( no cash for update) lexmark scanner. lots of pens

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~miscfit Nov 6, 2009, 2:16:03 PM
hey hey dude thanks for the watch :)

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~1-oF-tHE-ShAdOwS 1 day 17 hours ago
belated but most welcomez :D

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HoW dO yOu KnOw; WhEn YoUvE gOt To ThE MiDdLe Of NoWhErE ?
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~1-oF-tHE-ShAdOwS 1 day 17 hours ago
by that i meant im belated... not your thanks... im tired :(

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~wimpy-burger Apr 16, 2009, 3:20:45 AM
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thats kommon with a k cense with a c
\peace out a townnnn
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*Gavade Apr 4, 2009, 9:50:22 AM
Thanks for the watch :)
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Mood: Zest ~NakagosEvilSister Mar 2, 2009, 11:57:34 AM
Ah-ha, found you!

Its Harley from the mac suite~

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~Otacon fan~

Sometimes, I think I should give up games and anime... And then I think of Wesker and know I'm doing the right thing <3
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~1-oF-tHE-ShAdOwS Mar 2, 2009, 3:28:54 PM
YAy hey Harley!
hows u doin
bin checkin out ur gallery
im a fan :D

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HoW dO yOu KnOw; WhEn YoUvE gOt To ThE MiDdLe Of NoWhErE ?
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Mood: Happy ~NakagosEvilSister Mar 3, 2009, 12:32:27 AM
Hey!
And thanks, but I'm not that good~
Seen your stuff though!
Its'a cools~

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~Otacon fan~

Sometimes, I think I should give up games and anime... And then I think of Wesker and know I'm doing the right thing <3
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~Narcotic-Nightmares Feb 9, 2009, 8:07:33 AM
Greetings! It's jack from art; the sado-masochist with no morals ^_^

Sorry about the profound verbal regurgitation earlier, so rare is it i find people who i can actually talk to about things that interest me :XD:

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[."Art: Because Deadlines Never Think to Look in Sketchbooks".]
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~1-oF-tHE-ShAdOwS Feb 10, 2009, 2:43:30 PM
Sall good :D
im just glad i managed to meet another human that would go all crumbly n stuff with out the divine goodnessness of art !
you can join the club... ok technically dA is a club... but still :3.

listening to meshuggah while painting still lives is a bad idea :(

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HoW dO yOu KnOw; WhEn YoUvE gOt To ThE MiDdLe Of NoWhErE ?
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